Way Behind

I knew these things were available but never really thought about using one to track my adoption journey. I just figured it would be too much trouble and time! But, I guess I'd better get used to trouble and time now that I'm going to be a mother!

I have officially been on this journey since October 6, 2006, when I had my first meeting with a social worker to discuss a homestudy, dossier, etc. There have been many ups and downs along the way, but never for one moment have I doubted that I have made the right choice to start my own family. It has been tough and it certainly isn't for the faint of heart. The waiting and worrying isn't the least bit fun, but once I saw the beautiful little face of Abdias Isamael Mejia de Leon (Elijah) I knew it has all been worth it and that I would sacrifice more time and tears (and money) to get him here with me.

Currently all the paperwork is in Guatemala (I'm sure a small forest has sacrificed it's life for this process) and DNA has been authorized by the US Embassy. Right now, I'm just waiting....waiting for DNA results and the news we have been submitted for Pre-Approval of his US visa.

My mother and I will be leaving May 23 to go for a five day visit trip to see my sweet boy. I can hardly contain my excitement and I'm trying my best to stay busy to make the days pass quickly and keep my mind occupied. I can only imagine what it will feel like to hold my child in my arms for the first time. I hope and pray we are a perfect mommy/baby match! I am also praying we get positive DNA results before the trip to settle some of my worries.

I have been so blessed with a supportive family, despite some worries in the beginning of the process. : ) My family is my best asset and I can't wait until Elijah becomes a part of it and sees how much he is going to be loved and what a great family he has.

God has also blessed me with meeting many wonderful people along my adoption journey. So many people have helped me either directly with the process or some just with kind words and reassurances. I have been very fortunate to be led to two wonderful agencies despite a less that perfect start. Heaven Sent Children has gone above and beyond any expectations I had and Sandi has been SO wonderful to help every step of the way. Celebrate Children International has also been a great help, keeping me updated and giving me access to other adoptive parents who always have such nice things to say and are always so supportive. Thank you all for all your prayers!!

Keep on praying.....there's still a lot of road ahead!!!

Stay tuned.......